It sounded cooler in my head

What is it to be human
we wake up
we eat
we interact with the world we are in
we communicate
we sleep
what purpose do we have

people are told to see things a certain way
humans have been around a long time
passing down their views of the world
as soon as we are born we are told what life is
will you go with the flow of life
or wake up
human souls flowing down the river
they dont know any better
only looking forward
not looking around them

but i am just a sack of potatos sitting, thinking, not moving
im a fool who can bearly put together sentences
whats in my head doesnt convert into words
and whats in my head is always changing
trying to find something

i feel compelled to know what Christianity is
without what the world had let you know about before
to see things how they really are
i want truth
like a book you know nothing about, and start to read
no biased opinions
i dont have it right
im going no where

A thousand yawns

Eyes watering
Nose dripping
mouth drooling
air flows into my head
my brain fills with oxygen
my skull shakes
my vision blurs
I can now think clearly