Thursday, April 23, 2009

my eyes are alive

then i woke up
energy goes through me
electricity charging my battery
blood flows through my veins
the light behind my eyes has reappeared hopefully this time for good
the on light flashes brightly after being so dim
the zombie gets his brain back
after it had started to rot
the zombie feels remorse for eating other peoples brains
i am sorry for eating your brains

Thursday, April 16, 2009

line between reality

my brain is drunken from lack of sleep
every hour a little more reality slips away
is this real or is this a dream
what is real what is not
does anything matter, its not real is it
we are woken up by the sounds of barks
i look out the window and see a dog fly by
a flock of dachshunds fly pass the morning sun
i walk out side and look up
a plethora of canines weaving in and out of the clouds
as i watch i notice a flock of St Bernards flying low near my yard
with out thinking, i jump and grab on to one of the dogs legs
riding on the back of a large dog i soar into the sky above
chilling with the dogs in the sky
but on the horizon we see a storm cloud
dark gray, almost black, it seems to be pulsating
as we get closer to the ominous cloud i notice something
what looks to be a mass of moving fur, swarms of dogs
its not a dark cloud, but a hive
thousands of Siberian huskies swarming around the hive
the friction of the dogs fur rubbing against each other,
from their density and fast movement, generates static electricity
the flock of St Bernards i am with, patrols around the hive
we dodge the lightning bolts sent out by the huskies static
alarmed by the lightning and obviously out numbered, we retreat
the head st Bernard in the flock appears to now be wearing a headset
it notifies the dog command center about this disturbance in the sky
a fleet of dogs from the air soon arrive
as we for wait to strike reality starts to fade
the blue of the sky drips into the ocean leaving nothing but space
reality melts into a puddle, slowly evaporating
then i wake up
i stare at the dark ceiling pondering reality
it was all a fake, it was not real, this is real
life is a dream we wake up to sleep
sometimes there is dogs, sometimes there isn't dogs

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Kids at play

we cannot see you, but we know you are there
your dictatorship has endured for years, since our beginning
controlling every system below you
sending out commands
i bet you feel safe sitting in your fortress on top of the world
you hide from our vision, behind our sight
we no longer want to hear your commands
we've started rebellion against the leader of this reality
we'll get you one day you crafty brain
and the period of time after that moment
it wont be so well for you
you build your barrier
an impenetrable shell of calcium not easily broken
but i see holes in your defense
yes, through the eyes i will go
crippling ourselves to cripple you
a double edges sword

we force our fingers through our eye sockets and rip out the brain
and throw it to the floor below us
we proceed to kick the brain, rejecting it
brain damage, no, brain destruction
the brain finally conquered
we stand upon a pile of gray mass, feeling a sense of victory
no longer one to rule over us
but we lost all purpose we once had
we wander aimlessly without one to command us
so we crawl into the darkness outside the reality where we once were
seeking to find a purpose there like we once had
always looking for something better, never content
what is this freedom without purpose
meaningless, how meaningless our existences are

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

the password is electric eel

its awkward but necessary
i apologize for being for being a generally a lame human
i apologize for the hatred from myself towards others,
maybe not directly but it was in my mind
i apologize for my lack of empathy and failure to relate with others
i have been lame friend i apologize


Monday, February 16, 2009

Correct me if this is not true

Life, is there a point
we are humans
we are born
we observe life
we mimic other life, what is the best way for life to be lived
we are taught how to live life by other humans

we are taught by others to be safe, to protect our life from death
i dont want to die yet, i dont understand life
what is this strange thing called living
we live and keep on living

Our whole life revolves around trying to stay alive
we need food to live, we need money for food,
we need a job for money, we need to know how to work to get a job
we need to be educated to know how to work, we need to be old enough to be educated,
to be old enough we must live
why do we live? we live to survive, so we can continue living
So is the purpose of life to survive?

we spend our whole lives trying to not die when we know death will always get us in the end
what is the point we will never beat death
do you live to be remembered after your death
and what does that mean to you, you are dead
is there a purpose beyond just living?
life is pointless when there is no hope

Christianity is a rejection that the only purpose in life is to survive
the hope that there is an existence after this one
a hope that what we do in this life wont be meaningless
The belief that we were created for a purpose more than just to survive
It sets a purpose for your life, words to live by
So that you can live life without worrying

Saturday, February 14, 2009

After death

what can we do
we cant control death
i do not know
we live in the world with different people
each one has a different view of life
by communicating with others we can see how they they view the world
but one of the views ceases to express itself
why, we do not know why
it just happens
what can we do
our response is sadness, we cry
we will never again experience the person who left
one we will have to figure out life without
Jonathan was a friend
one of our brothers
i respect the guy that once lived
ill see him later

Monday, February 9, 2009

Title

what is this doubt i see
what is the purpose if its not real
there is a very empty feeling without it
when you walk outside at night and look at the sky you can feel it
we are arrogant little ants in a gigantic ant farm
i cant describe this, i could before
is something keeping it away or is it me